Tuesday 17 March 2009

The Return

After neglecting this site for too long I return to my insights, re-energized, rejuvenated and ready to jump back into the words I have left behind while life has taken me in a different direction.

Today I am feeling almost re-born. I think when we do things for ourselves, taking time not to be selfish, but for self, we emerge on the other side with fresh perspective, positive outlook and ideas that didn’t exist before. That is how I feel right now. I want to take on the world and throw my words to the wolves. I want them to devour them and ask for more. I want to expose myself…right down to the naked core of my being so it is apparent that I have given all I have to give. I want to be judged fairly and impartially. I want to dig deeper for meaning, and actually find it.

Many things have transpired since my last post. The details are not important, but the end-result is that I have actually listened to myself, and followed through with what I told myself I would do. I am in a stronger and somehow more spiritual place. It is calm here, and I am happy.

There are many things I want to do and to have, and I know with time, with belief and with action, they will be mine. But in order for that to happen, I have to be strong, and I have to be firm and most of all, I have to believe in myself. Right now, that’s not such a big task. Until later!